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ComingToAnEnd 2005-03-02T01:53:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:69128 2005-03-02T01:50:34Z 2005-03-02T01:53:24Z I created a new LiveJournal.<br />Add.<br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_leavememylove' lj:user='leavememylove' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://leavememylove.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://leavememylove.livejournal.com/'><b>leavememylove</b></a></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:69109 2005-03-01T03:42:12Z 2005-03-01T03:42:12Z I wish I was weak enough to give up.<br /><br /><br />Lately..<br />I don't feel alive. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:68803 2005-02-27T18:36:47Z 2005-02-27T18:36:47Z I wish I had a reason to sing this song...<br /><br /><br /><b><br />Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time<br />Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you<br />Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pull me out of time<br />hung me on the line<br />Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you<br /><br />Maybe I'm a man,<br />Maybe I'm a lonely man who's in the middle of something<br />that he doesn't really understand<br /><br />Maybe I'm a man<br />Maybe you're the only woman who can ever help me<br />baby, won't you help me to understand<br /><br />Maybe I'm a man<br />Maybe I'm a lonely man who's in the middle of something <br />that he doesn't really understand<br /><br />Maybe I'm a man<br />and maybe you're the only woman who can ever help me<br />baby, won't you help me to understand<br /><br />Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time<br />Maybe I'm afraid of the way I'll leave you<br />Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song<br />right me when I'm wrong Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you<br /></b><br /><br><br /><b>Maybe I'm Amazed - Paul McCartney</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:68535 2005-02-27T02:41:43Z 2005-02-27T02:41:43Z OK...<br />Im getting really sick of people with there "I love you" bull shit.<br />Those three words are used so carelessly...<br />Maybe It's just me blowing it up...<br />But It really upsets me.<br />Love isn't just a word...<br />Im tired of it being used to carelessly...<br />God...<br />You start seeing someone...<br />Two weeks later you love them...<br />Bull Shit.<br />Love takes time...<br />ALOT OF TIME.<br />And effort...<br /><br /><br />::Note to self::<br />GIVE UP.<br />THIS IS WHY YOU WILL NEVER FIND LOVE.<br />YOU OVER ANALIZE THINGS.<br />YOU EXPECT TOO MUCH.<br />YOUR WANT EVERYTHING, BUT ALL YOUR OFFERED IS A GRAIN OF SALT. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:68308 2005-02-27T02:32:01Z 2005-02-27T02:32:01Z OK...<br />I was really serious about my last post...<br />Or maybe only a few of you actually read my ramblings...<br />But Honestly...<br />If there was one thing you would change about me, ANYTHING... <br />What would it be and why... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:68071 2005-02-26T01:46:21Z 2005-02-26T01:46:21Z If there was one thing you could change about me, what would it be? Why? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:67661 2005-02-22T14:04:45Z 2005-02-22T14:04:45Z Well I'm feeling a bit better...<br />But I'm still not feeling up to do too much...<br />I Pre-Ordered Gran Turismo 4..<br />It's supposed to come out today...<br />EB <b>better</b> get it..<br />As it's the only thing keeping me sane.<br /><br />If anyone has the new Sage Francis or Comeback Kid CD's...<br />If you burn me a copy I will love you for <b>LIFE</b><br /><br /><br />Alan<br />XXX urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:67333 2005-02-16T02:25:38Z 2005-02-16T02:25:38Z Ha.<br />I guess alot of you people out there are all fucked up that some "Hardcore kids" are planning on going to RAC...<br />Thats cute...<br />Really.<br />Im proud that myself and my friends have created such a name for ourselves.<br />You close minded fucks.<br />You created a monster.<br />You looked down on us.<br />Now your upset that we gave you a reason to hate us.<br /><br />You claim to hate labels..<br />Your SCARED.<br />Because when you take on a label.<br />You take on responsibility of full filling that label.<br />YOUR ALL WEAK.<br />Hiding behind your teenage angst.<br /><br />I completely respect what RAC is about.<br />But its a show.<br />A show in Fall River.<br />You can't keep us out of a scene we are more than a part of.<br /><br />There was no plan to go and ruin RAC.<br />There was no plan to go and just beat kids up.<br />WE PLANNED ON GOING AND DANCING.<br />Like we do at every show we goto.<br />Your just upset by the fact that we don't run from fights.<br /><br />Lets take a moment and look back at some of the bands that have played our beloved P.A.L.:<br /><br />BANE.<br />Back Of Tha Neck.<br />Lucas.<br />Alexisonfire. (When they where good)<br />underOATH (Before that idie shit)<br /><br />Thank you for your time.<br />Hope you all enjoy.<br /><br />And the next time your at a show, and get kicked, puched, pushed, leaned into...<br />GO TELL SOMEONE WHO CARES.<br />Its a show.<br />Punk/Hardcore.<br />Doesn't matter.<br />If your upset by that...<br />YOU DON'T BELONG THERE.<br /><br /><br />Alan<br />XXX urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:67074 2005-02-16T02:25:06Z 2005-02-16T02:25:06Z I love my friends.<br /><br />I love when they bring me fucking awsome BC hats.<br /><br />I can't wait til im out of the house. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:66969 2005-02-14T18:47:29Z 2005-02-14T18:47:29Z Well...<br />Went back to the Doctor's this morning...<br />Turns out..<br />I <b>don't</b> have Strep Throat.<br />I have <b>Mononucleosis</b>...<br />Great.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'll be spending Feb. 14th alone..<br />As always. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:66635 2005-02-10T22:31:09Z 2005-02-10T22:31:09Z Im still wicked sick...<br />Just sitting home all day by myself...<br /><br />I can't wait to be out of here.<br />Too see people...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br />Still wishing I had someone to hold. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:66452 2005-02-09T17:56:35Z 2005-02-09T17:56:35Z I feel ten times worse...<br />I'm also out of tea <b>again</b>. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:66214 2005-02-08T20:28:20Z 2005-02-09T00:24:05Z I'm <b>out</b> of AriZona Green Tea...<br />What I wouldn't do for more...<br /><br /><b>EDIT</b><br />My Mom came home with two bottles...<br />Im quite happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:65848 2005-02-08T15:44:07Z 2005-02-08T15:44:07Z <b>Strep throat.</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:65672 2005-02-07T02:22:55Z 2005-02-07T02:22:55Z <b>Cupid ain't got shit on me.</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:65472 2005-02-06T06:07:27Z 2005-02-06T06:07:27Z Saw The Miles Between and Antilove Friday night..<br />Tonight went to Prov. to see With Honor and Madball..<br />Mr. Rian with an I, Brendan and Ashley...<br />Good time...<br /><br /><br />Realized that right now..<br />I need to just hang out and have fun..<br />I really realized this Friday morning..<br />When someone tried really hard to get some action...<br />THEY DIDN'T GET ANY.<br /><br /><br />Alan<br />XXX urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:65260 2005-02-03T20:42:15Z 2005-02-03T20:42:59Z <c><img src="http://photobucket.com/albums/v30/jeffcoat/miniflyer.jpg"></c> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:64953 2005-02-03T20:02:16Z 2005-02-03T20:02:16Z Relief. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:64652 2005-02-03T13:30:24Z 2005-02-03T13:30:24Z As the day begins...<br />Im already wish it was over. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:64381 2005-02-03T03:51:49Z 2005-02-03T04:03:48Z This morning I posted this:<br /><br><br />They say that...<br />All that you are, is what you have been.<br /><br /><br />What would that make me?<br /><br><br />I spent most of the day thinking about it...<br />Here is what I came up with:<br /><b><br />A Fighter<br />A Lover<br />A Lush<br />A Jerk<br />Loved<br />Hated<br />Crushed<br />Weak<br />Strong<br />Stupid<br />Smart<br />Out of control<br />Lost<br />Confused<br />Nothing.<br /></b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:64092 2005-02-02T15:14:33Z 2005-02-02T15:14:33Z They say that...<br />All that you are, is what you have been.<br /><br><br />What would that make me? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:63999 2005-02-02T02:46:09Z 2005-02-02T02:46:09Z I had a feeling...<br />I don't hate you.<br />God.<br />Thats the last thing Im feeling right now.<br /><br><br /><br><br /><br><br />Too good to be true.<br />Too good to be true.<br /><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:63515 2005-02-01T13:10:07Z 2005-02-01T13:10:07Z Do you ever think about me? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:63326 2005-01-31T01:43:07Z 2005-01-31T01:43:07Z what is f0rever: i just.<br />what is f0rever: soiled.<br />what is f0rever: my panties.<br />what is f0rever: so hard. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:comingtoanend:62988 2005-01-28T03:59:02Z 2005-01-28T03:59:02Z Hoods Cd: $2<br />Withorwithoutme Cd: $2<br />Plugs: $5<br />Girl in the car next to you on the highway showing her ass: PRICELESS.<br /><br /><br />Spent the day in Prov. with the crew.<br />I skipped school every day this week.<br />Best choice I could have made.<br />Spent Wednesday with a wonderful young lady.<br />Mhmmm.<br />Hope the weekend is as great as the week has been.<br /><br />Life is funny.<br />Just when you get down, about as low as you can.<br />Life has a way of kicking your ass back in gear.<br /><br />I needed this week to think about things.<br />I have done that had had a fucking awsome time while doing it.<br />I still have somethings to figure out, but for the most part, Im set.<br /><br />I love my life.<br />I love my friends.<br /><br />When you feel like you have nothing left.<br />You realize you have everything.